My little sickie

I guess Lila decided it was time to crash again. My poor sickie. Another uti. The ER  thinks they caught it early enough to treat it at home with oral antibiotics. But unfortunately I can't get anything to stay in her tummy. Fingers crossed. 

First tooth

Ruby's first tooth just popped through. Bottom left. You may not be able to see it but it's nice and sharp! 

A rough weekend and conference.

It has been a rough couple of days. Lila has a terrible cold. Which means that we are up suctioning at least six or so times a night. So I'm a little sleep deprived.  Also very unexplainably I have come to realize that Lila  has put on 11 pounds. She was 22 pounds for years and all of a sudden she's 33. I have so much anxiety about her getting older and heavier that this news of rapid weight gain has put me into a bit of a tailspin. I worry so much about how I will get her around, how she will be comfortable and how I will be mobile enough to make Rubys childhood fun and adventurous. It's my huge fear for the future and with her weight gain it just seems like it's been magnified. Plus I'm kind of doing this solo since Quinn has been so busy remodeling our new home for us. I know that it's just bad timing but it's been causing me to be very teary the past few days. Lila for her credit is always in a sweet mood. Yesterday I woke up to find her covered in gunk and yuckiness and yet she gave me a huge smile as soon as I talked to her. She is my true example of going through hard times with a smile on your face. 

That's why having conference come was such a good thing this weekend. To listen to the words of prophets and apostles who talked about our end goal in this life. Lila's  situation is going to be so short when compared to eternity. 

A quote that touch my heart so much was by president uchtdorf. he states, 

" We are made of the stuff of eternity. We are eternal beings, children of the Almighty God, whose name is endless and who promises eternal blessings without number. Endings are not our destiny."

I love that. Endings are not our destiny. 

Lila loving her conference packet by grandma Patsie. 

Ruby stole her sisters candy. 

And a conference nap. : ) 

Begging

I forgot to post this funny picture. I was feeding ruby some snacks and had to snap this picture. Ruby and Cubbie both look like they have the same expression waiting for some food. Little munch mouths. 

Slap happy

Someone gets slap happy right before she zonks. 

Fiiz and frozen

I usually had down to St. George with my sister for spring break. This year she had to work so we decided to have a little staycation.

 In the morning we went to a bouncy house with my sister, her kids and Ashly and her kids. In the afternoon we decided to show the girls the new Disney movie frozen. It's been a huge hit and it seems that all little girls are obsessed with this movie. Sometimes movies or activities like this make me sad since Lila can't  enjoy these things like other kids do. But I couldn't have been more wrong. We turned on the movie and Lila  started to laugh and kick the whole time it was on. Ruby also loved it. She bounced every time a song came on. It was such a fun memory   

After that we went to the little soda and treat shop called  fiiz in bountiful. Yummy! 

Matching

I have a problem of matching my girls to myself. I never realize until I leave the house. 

Side note: ruby is helmet free now during the day light hours.