Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve! We did the nativity, with Eddie as baby Jesus and Ruby as an angel

Then we headed to temple square to see the lights. 

Christmas Eve was really hard for me this year, harder than Christmas itself. I had lots of tears walking around the temple. I wish so badly that we were complete on these holidays. Sometimes it's hard not to get sucked into those feelings of despair, yet this Christmas time had so

Much to be grateful for as well. Thank goodness for Quinn, Ruby and Eddie and for the rest of my family and friends who still remember my missing piece.