As I was scrolling through Instagram tonight I came across this quote and it hit me really hard. These last six years have been such a roller coaster.  All the ups and downs of Lila, infertility, failed IVF attempts, losing my precious girl one could be overwhelmed with grief (and believe me that still happens) but I have to also see all the beautiful answer to prayers that I have been given, and not just getting answers that I hate but getting merciful and healing answers. It's humbling to think  of the days when I would beg for one more soul to join this family and now we have two healthy babies tucked in their cribs. What a miracle.