Thursday, October 30, 2014

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

For lila

Lila's cousins came over to decorate pumpkins and take them to her. 

We sure miss our girl. 

Monday, October 27, 2014


Wishing this little girl was still in my belly and not just in my heart.

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Six months

6 months. 6 months ago I lost my angel. 6 months ago was the last time I felt whole. Its Been a hard day with it being Quinn's birthday and what would have been lila's  first primary program. Her dad give her part in her honor. (She is thankful for swimming pools.) I am thankful I will see her again although I am drowning in grief thinking of all the time apart. I miss you my love.

Happy birthday quinn

Happy birthday to the most amazing husband and father. We love you so much quinn! Thank you for all you do.

A little family selfie before Quinn and I got to have a night on the town. 

Love you so much sweetie

Cute ute

Big win for the home team


Our old ward came to our house this week and planted tulip bulbs in our was so amazing. I am so impressed with people's goodness