For Lila's anniversary we decided to write messages on balloons and send them to her. I invited family and friends to be a part of it. Afterwards I thought that maybe that was a horrible decision. Maybe Quinn and I should just be alone and try and make it through but in the end it was the perfect way to finish the awful day, surrounded by love and support. I'm glad we did it and I'm glad Lila had so many people show she how much they love her.
I don't think I took one picture the whole time. My mind was just mush so I am grateful people started to send me pictures they had took later that night.