Quinn has mentioned that I seem to be pretty pessimistic on this blog. I feel really bad about that. As hard as this whole ordeal has been I feel so blessed to have Lila. She is the sweetest little thing. She is beautiful. She is such a gift.
Today I get to write something positive. I have been feeling pretty down about Lila's vision, she had an amazing vision therapy session last week, where the vision therapist was so excited and encouraged but since then I feel like we have taken a step back. So today while Lila was laying on her back sucking on her hands I knelt down and just smiled at her, didn't make a sound, and a small little smile emerged. I started laughing and Lila's smile got huge! But then I started sobbing and she started to look a little confused : ) Of course now I'm thinking back, did she really see me? Did she just hear me? I don't know, what I do know is that I saw the most gorgeous smile from my baby girl today. It was a good day.
4 comments:
What great news! I'm glad you have moments like that amidst the hard stuff.
You told me RIGHT after that when you put your face close to hers THEN she smiled :) She SEES you EVERY day! Love you three...
It's amazing how it's those small simple things that count. Love hearing this. You deserve a good day. I hope you get more of them. Even if they just consist of her smiles.
I love hearing about this! Lila is such a sweetheart. She loves you Kris!
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