My sweet sister sent me these pictures today. It was crazy to look back. This was almost four years ago when my baby was really just a baby. Such a hard and beautiful time. I was just realizing that Lila was different. I had no idea how much. If I did I would have probably given up on life right then and there. (It's good sometimes to have things come slowly) I look at these pictures and can't help thinking just how far we have come. So many horrible tearful nights, and yet also nights full of laughter and sweet snuggles.
I remember this night well. Quinn was gone and I went to my sisters to try and wrap my head around what was going on. You can see that I have been crying. I wanted to desperately believe that Lila's new glasses were the answer but in my gut I knew that they weren't.
Such sweet caretakers
Poor Lila. Being force fed. Little did we know the damage we were doing. It was so frustrating.
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