Mother's Day.

Mother's Day has always been a rough one. Ever since I have become a mother I have a very love hate relationship with the day. I have felt sorrow, gratitude, loss, and peace. This day was no different. I missed Lila so much and yet I was so grateful that she is still my child. I am a mommy of two and 1/2 kiddos and not even death can change that.

I took Lila a huge balloon that day. I am so grateful to that little lady for making me a mama.