Monday, January 12, 2015


Here we go again. Ivf. Just the thought makes me teary. Please pray for us. I know it seems so soon to start this process and I am having a really hard time with it. But we know that there is only a 30 percent chance of this round working and if we ever want Ruby to have a sibling (on this Earth) than we will have to start saving our pennies big time. You see we have one embryo left from  her round, one frozen little guy and we are hoping that this takes. If it does it will be about ten times cheaper. 
A friend was asking me how I felt about doing IVF. I think the best way to describe it is that I feel like a boxer, having gone many rounds in the ring, I am bloodied and broken and quite ready to throw in the towel and yet we are about to go another round. I fear that I may be knocked down again. But I hope that we have the courage to get back up and fight. 
Here's to miracles .


Barb said...

You'll be in my prayers! You need the Rocky theme music for all your procedures, because you are a tough fighter.

Carolyn said...

Oh. Many prayers. I hope this round exceeds your expectations.

Lynn and Barbs said...

We will all be praying for you! Proud of you for your courage as you move forward day by day. We love you and care.

Heidi said...

I am praying daily for you, and success