Our sweet next door neighbors have become family. We love them and see them almost daily. They have a little four year old girl who is just six months younger than Lila. Seeing her with Ruby is excruciating and yet also in a way so wonderful. I can picture Lila and Ruby playing, running through sprinklers, watching the animals at the zoo. I can picture our life if Vici had never been in the picture, What our life could have been. It's so hard and it tugs at my heartstrings. Someday it's hard to keep the tears in as I watch them play. But it also gives me hope as to what will be someday.