Come what may my love....

Tomorrow is kinda a big day for our IVF adventure. We have been stressing and praying and hoping that all will work out and tomorrow is the first of many important days to come..... And while I have been looking forward and praying for what I desperately want, I do want to take a moment and be thankful for what I have. No matter what happens next, I have been blessed beyond measure.  Lila has been especially cute these past few weeks. Looking at me and smiling, even if I am deep in tears and worry. She has laughed, comforted me, and encouraged me all by just being her sweet little self.
 My amazing partner in all of this has been my biggest strength. Quinn has been incredible. How I hooked this guy I will never know. I am convinced a weaker man would have moved out by now. He has kissed every tear and encouraged me through every shot, even when I am trying to run away from him and the needle. He keeps reminding me that even if we don't get to have the blessing of children in our lives we are already blessed to have each other. How many people find their soul mate? I Love you Quinn. Thank you for being the man that I always use to dream of as a little girl. Come what may I am lucky to hold your hand and travel these harsh storms, where ever they happen to push us, as long as I have you....