Thursday, May 9, 2013

somehow it still hurts

We met with the school district (again) to talk about Lila's options for the future. We have had many discussions with them about her attending a preschool. It's been a very hard experience. The thought of Lila going to school terrifies me but I have to wonder if she would enjoy it. I am still on the fence.
Today we went over her IEP or individual education plan. All of the therapists and specialists who have worked with her wrote their opinions and assessments. I was surprised by how much it still hurts to read what they say about my little girl. Lila is scoring between a newborn and a four month old. It's amazing to me how grief can still take me by surprise and rip me to shreds.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh Kristi…I am so sorry and I know that feeling of your heart breaking into itty bitty pieces. Whenever Jett gets evaluated for anything, I get really upset because they really don't KNOW him, does that make sense? Both Lila and Jett are more PERFECT than we (or they) will ever be!!